Push Through the Weird Vibes and Honor Your Seasons
Hello lovely ladies 💋
Today is a vibe; a weird one. Like seriously I’ve felt totally off-kilter these past couple of days. And I’ll admit – I think I’m pretty excited about it. To me, off-kilter/weird vibes are a sign of movement and change. Like the vibes of my life are shifting and I’m slowly shifting from my comfort zone into bigger and better things…but the actual leaving of the comfort zone makes my energy feel unique and weird to me.
PS – I’m going to speak about monthly womanly vibes so if that offends you…the back button is upper left on the screen.
Ok, back to the weird vibes…
I’ve had a wild week of vibes – lows, highs, and everything in between. I could tell the winter season of my cycle was arriving. I had a live stream event this week – Self Love in Action. I’ve been doing seriously deep diving into my money beliefs and setting major goals. I had a large sum of money hit my account and some major limiting beliefs around it happening. And, some wildly crazy physical symptoms of my winter that have never happened to me before. Oh. And Valentine’s Day.
Yea, what a vibe, right?
So, I wanted to dissect these all into each event and the way I’ve moved through each of them as gracefully as possible. Starting with the Self Love in Action event.
PIVOTAL ACTION
Real talk – I did day one of the event on Wednesday and I never really do Lives. I don’t totally enjoy them, they’re majorly outside of my comfort zone. All week I’d been a bit nervous about it and when the day came – I really didn’t want to do it. I hopped on the call, did 30 minutes of rambling, and when I was done I felt my energy drop. I was done for the day, exhausted, and feeling defeated. I felt it was horrible, unacceptable, not worthy of the expectations I set for BEB. And I was definitely not in the vibe of doing a second round of this.
So, day 2 came and so did the official start of winter. I didn’t sleep, I couldn’t really eat, and I definitely had no energy to do another bomb live. I went to all of my appointments and when I was done I decided to not do the live because I really didn’t have any more energy to give. I dug really deeply into this feeling to make sure I wasn’t just chickening out.
What does my soul want me to do – bust through this fear based feeling or take time to rest and recover?
And she told me to rest, recover, regroup, and reschedule.
So, I had a board meeting with my higher self and we discussed options for day 2 of the series. What could I do to prepare better, to be more enthusiastic about it, and to deliver amazing quality content worthy of BEB vibes while delivering on my promise?
We decided to pivot; to be totally honest about the live being a trial and error situation and to pivot to something more valuable – a recorded video that can be available now and in the future. Had I advertised this as a live event on Wednesday and Thursday? Absolutely. Did I feel guilty for changing my mind and doing something different so I could show up with good energy and in a state of flow? Absolutely not.
BEB Vibes:
It’s totally ok to pivot whenever your heart desires to do something different.
HONORING YOUR WINTER SEASON
Women have a beautiful array of seasons each month. The spring season is for regrowth, emerging, and becoming alive again after the hibernation of the winter season for recovery has passed. The summer is for flowing with energy and spending your days chasing your passions under the sun. And autumn is for slowing back down, taking inventory of your successes, and preparing for hibernation and recovery to begin.
It’s not always possible to slow completely down during your winter season – prime example: I had a two-part live series to provide to my audience right as it was beginning. I’m not available for going back on my word and not providing what I promised so it was not an option for me to simply lay low and focus on showering myself with love and care while I move through this season.
I did, however, shower myself with love when I allowed my body to rest and recover on a day I had planned a live. I realized that some of my appointments had run later than I had originally planned and to rush home and try to throw a live together just for the sake of saying I did it would be ineffective and stressful. It would not have benefited anyone and I would have felt even more shitty about the event, making it more difficult to be high-vibe the next time I planned an event. I chose to take inventory of my options and settle on a way that shows my beautiful body gratitude for her emotions and feelings while showing love to the audience who was expecting what I promised them.
BEB Vibes:
Life is not set in stone; I flow with changes as they arise, maintaining a high-vibe state of love for my beautiful body and love for those around me.
MO-MONEY MO-MONEY
As for the money situation, I’ve been playing with the energy of money and the vibes of wealth. It’s been quite the journey as I unmask new feelings and notice patterns that I’ve created in my life. I’m still in the beginning of figuring out my nuances and limiting-beliefs with a new mindset and new expectations of my future. I’ve embraced a new level, new ideas, and new concepts.
With this in mind, I’m not going to share all that I’m working through with my finances until I have a solid understanding of my new energy and vibes. However, I did want to share some of my new affirmations that are creating my new money story:
>> I AM A POWERFUL, SUCCESSFUL WOMAN WHO EASILY FLOWS INTO BETTER VERSIONS OF MYSELF AND MY LIFE
>> I AM A POWERFUL, SUCCESSFUL WOMAN WHO IS ALWAYS SURROUNDED BY AMAZING, LOVING SUPPORT IN EVERY AREA OF MY LIFE
>> I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY, MY LIFE IS HAPPENING FOR ME WITH MY BEST INTEREST AT HEART
>> I DESERVE MY DESIRES TO FLOW INTO MY LIFE BECAUSE MY DESIRES ARE MY BIRTHRIGHT
I hope these affirmations bring you a surge of joyful vibes and inspire you to dream a bit bigger this week. If you totally love them, I’ve made some unique BEB wallpaper you can download totally free.
Have an amazing week, loves!
Emma XOXO
